Friday, October 2, 2009

Life II

     I don't know what to think.  All I know is that I need to really well in school and become a better disciple of Jesus Christ.  Those are the only things I am sure of.
     Otherwise, I feel somewhat dead now.  Guess I am still figuring out a relationship I am having with someone.  I just don't know what to think.  Been through so many emotions with this person.  Trying to figure out if they actually care or if I am just something to cuddle with because at the moment he doesn't have someone else.  He said that he thinks that me being a Latter Day Saint will cause problems (No alcohol, no fornication, belief of prophets).  He came over last night and seemed so bummed because he ended up saying good by to another girl... One of my friends said they think he is being a player.  I am just trying to figure out if he just got confuse like he said or can't really decide.  I remember him saying how he was an indecisive person.  He told me that he just couldn't decide which one to be with so he was just hoping that one of us would just say to "back off" or "stay out of my life".
     I have to go.  Bell rung.

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