Hey, haven't really written on here. Life has been fantabulous and much better compared to when I was last on here. It seems like it has been forever. I need to get on here more but I get more on Facebook and then I get busy with life.
I have met the most wonderful man in my life. His name is Jason Wayts. He is my fiance and we are going to be married next month on Dec. 21st.
Dec. 21st is the first day of winter for this year. Next year it will be on Dec. 22nd, but hey, can't keep the first day of winter the same apparently.
I just watched the Social Network with Jason. I wonder how the creators of Facebook are doing. Looks like it was a lot of drama going on.
School has been great. Just need to work on dividing up my time with school, work, and what I like to call, my selfish time.
Selfish time=Spending time with Jason.
LOL. There can also be other things that I do. Like seeing friends and families. Watching movies. Eating. Exercising. :Sighs: So many things to do, so little time.
I feel like that I totally suck at balancing time.
I'm trying to get ready for the wedding, I'm trying to work because I am not going to be a helpless woman, and I am trying to excel at school. It just feels hard sometimes.
And I miss Jason a lot.
I feel so pathetic. Missing him so badly even when it is just one day.
I miss his voice. His eyes. His comfort. His love. The way he moves. The way he talks. I miss hearing him blessing the food. I miss talking with him. I miss his kindness.
Everyone says that he is a good man, but I feel like that is such an understatement.
I feel like I totally suck at being romantic and expressing myself.
I wonder if I am too simple sometimes.
Or I just totally suck with words. Haha. And here I am wanting to be an English major.
I am going to peace out now so I can go to bed and wake up early. I'll try to get on here more often.
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