Beauty And the Beast

Watching Beauty and the Beast right now with Kat. My parents got me the Diamond Edition a little bit ago. They actually did a really good job restoring it. The colors are amazing and so vivid.
I'm gonna go now. Might write more later.

Life as of Right Now

Hey, haven't really written on here. Life has been fantabulous and much better compared to when I was last on here. It seems like it has been forever. I need to get on here more but I get more on Facebook and then I get busy with life.
I have met the most wonderful man in my life. His name is Jason Wayts. He is my fiance and we are going to be married next month on Dec. 21st.
Dec. 21st is the first day of winter for this year. Next year it will be on Dec. 22nd, but hey, can't keep the first day of winter the same apparently.
I just watched the Social Network with Jason. I wonder how the creators of Facebook are doing. Looks like it was a lot of drama going on.
School has been great. Just need to work on dividing up my time with school, work, and what I like to call, my selfish time.
Selfish time=Spending time with Jason.
LOL. There can also be other things that I do. Like seeing friends and families. Watching movies. Eating. Exercising. :Sighs: So many things to do, so little time.
I feel like that I totally suck at balancing time.
I'm trying to get ready for the wedding, I'm trying to work because I am not going to be a helpless woman, and I am trying to excel at school. It just feels hard sometimes.
And I miss Jason a lot.
I feel so pathetic. Missing him so badly even when it is just one day.
I miss his voice. His eyes. His comfort. His love. The way he moves. The way he talks. I miss hearing him blessing the food. I miss talking with him. I miss his kindness.
Everyone says that he is a good man, but I feel like that is such an understatement.
I feel like I totally suck at being romantic and expressing myself.
I wonder if I am too simple sometimes.
Or I just totally suck with words. Haha. And here I am wanting to be an English major.
I am going to peace out now so I can go to bed and wake up early. I'll try to get on here more often.

Found this... =) Thought It was cool.

http://www.english-zone.com/language/english.html

Saving

Sometimes I feel like I need to be save...or just need a hero or a knight in shining armour. >_> Is there anyone around? Sometimes I feel really alone. Not extremely depressed but not necessarily happy either. I don't feel like doing anything yet I know there are things that I need to do. Blah. Can someone help me? Please?
Like can somone read scriptures with me? The Book of Mormon, the Bible, or the Doctrine and Covenants? Please? Pretty please?
Can someone please help me with school? To help me keep going?
Is it all just in my head, or is it real?
Can someone help? Please?

What I Would Like In A Guy

So, decided to write in what I would like to see in a guy or what would be really cool.
I would like him to be able to play some form of music. I would really like the piano or guitar. Appreciation for art or to be an artist.
Nevermind...I feel stupid for even starting this. But there is one thing for sure, I want him to be spiritual. I would want him to believe in God and be really great if he was in the Church Of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints.

Wow, It's A New Year And I Haven't Written In Here Yet

So, yeah, pretty much express how I felt in the title. Should write in here more often but I just tend not to or busy with school or...being with Caleb and Jenna who I may possibly not be around with anymore...Don't know. Will have to see how the future goes. Exams are next week. I need to make sure I do really well. I'm practically failing three of my classes which is not good at all...I think Biology and Chemistry I could bring up and not get a F, but I don't know about Spanish...I'll just have to try my best and do a lot more than my best.

Mom said we can redo my room the way I want it. She's letting me repainting it and tearing the carpet out to put in a wooden floor. I think she might be letting me doing that because I said since I would be staying away from Jenna and Caleb that obviously means I am not moving into an apartment with Jenna. So, I guess Mom is just making me comfortable during my college years I guess.

Got a letter from Mary Baldwin... Going to fill out an application and see how that goes... Otherwise, I might be going to Blue Ridge...Be cool though....I think to go to Mary Baldwin...

I want to be a massage therapist, but there seems to be things that are trying to point me to otherwise. I'll just have to see...

I did want to go to college to like, do something for literature. Like major in it. I love reading and writing. Could most likely do better at the writing, but I enjoy it very much.

What else to talk about?

Been getting into snowboarding. It's lots of fun and I believe I am getting a workout from it. My elbows and knees are so bruised up but that is fine. :) I can handle it.

Will be getting out soon. It's funny... or ironic... or I do not know. I am going to be with a person that I am saying I am not going to be around with after he moves out of the house into his own apartment or where ever he may be living. Anyway, Caleb and I are going into Harrisonburg to fill out some things and I will be doing some school work and such.

K...I think I am going to peace out now. Bai bais.